Good days....Bad days

At this precise moment, it's been a string of Good days. I've found this happens & then, there is a string of Bad days. I just hope the Bad days will go away. They seem to be less often so, I'm trying to stay optimistic!

My Little Girl

See this beautiful, happy girl on the left? This is my daughter! I love her so much! She is carefree, a good mommy and sooooo much fun!

Here she is now (above). Where did

she go? I miss her.

regrets

there's a saying ....... something to the effect of "life's too short to live with regrets." well....... sometimes when you feel really hurt, you say things you regret. I think I do that more than anyone I know! so, if I hurt you by something I said (or typed, i guess), I'm sorry!!!!

2 Steps Forward & 1 Step Back

That is my life!

Friends

Thanks to all of you who have been so sweet, kind and understanding these last couple of months! Without you....I think I would be in the NUTHOUSE! I know I tend to go a little off the deep end at times but, you have helped soooooo much!! I'm hoping things will continue to look up and, I know it won't happen overnight! It is such a slow process! I promise to try & keep my emotions in check (I'll probably gain 40 lbs though...LOL)!!

I just don't get it!

What is with kids these days? We work our tails off to provide for them. They grow up. Then, we work our tails off to provide for them.......AND their kids! Sorry.......just a little frustration! I did get to go in the mountains this weekend....I'll post a couple pics.

campin' & stuff

We went camping this past weekend! That is such therapy for me! The really nice thing is....the people we camp with have the attitude, "It's your vacation....do what you want & have fun!" no one gets all hurt or offended if you choose to sleep almost the whole weekend (which is pretty much what I did....LOL)! I did go on 2 real nice (& sometimes scary) wheeler rides! I think I've just had so much stress & so little sleep in the past couple of months that it just caught up when I had the chance to relax! We did have a wonderful time though!

We got home Mon night & of course, I stayed up til around 6 am. Around 7:30 am, I found out my friends were not quite moved out of their old house to their new house. So, I went & spent the day helping them! Now, I have their little doggie as a foster child until......? She is the same breed as my dog and a little sweetheart! The 2 of them get along beautifully (I thought my dog would be jealous but, no she's not)! The thing that gets me is....I came home from work tonight & couldn't find either one! Well....they were both piled up in the bed with my husband! Good thing they're little...LOL! Well, the new baby has now taken a liking to my hubby & refused to leave his side! Why? I cannot figure out the answer to that question! I spoil them as much as he does! MY dog became his dog! Now it seems, this doggie prefers him too! He never wanted a little dog but wouldn't have any other breed now....he just can't help loving them! It's quite funny, actually! They are Silky Terriers.....wonderful dogs!!! I guess I just have to spoil them when he's not home cause they just stick with him when he is! I'll live though....really! In the pics, Paul is holding my dog, Sadie & the other beautiful Silky is our new foster child, Flossy!